Bonafide-Delicious

not directed at anybody but...

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 00:15:10 GMT

no good
yellow-bellied
foot-lickin'
tater-suckin'
republican humpin'
hummer drivin'
caribou shootin'
right tootin'
pro-life spoutin'
mickey mouse housin'
head louse
alison krauss
republican

sun of a gun

i have a dream!

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 00:03:37 GMT

i had a dream about a former crush and a former best friend.
we were eating (she had a disorder) and voraciously and eating 7 layer bars (very important) with
chocolate and
butterscotch chips and
coconut and
grahm cracker crumbs (this is not a food of the gods 'tis a real meal deal). He comes over to hang out.
(not to mention his name as he is a member of the livejournal community)
walk into the bathroom, there he is shirtless, me startled, embarassed, then he "come in come in!."
with girl i think i would have begun peeing, but with guy i go to loiter by the toilet til he leave.

what a dream what a dream
discuss:

my worst fear

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 23:57:33 GMT

we're not going to pay for your college because you're a disrespectful bitch-child

To Do

Sat, 23 Aug 2008 17:59:45 GMT

...before the summer's up on September 16th:
bowling
skating rink
blazer-lazer
2001: A Space Odyssey

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 05:16:08 GMT

Ok, i don't like the feelings of returning home when your old unhappiness restablishes itself in you with anxiousness. I even feel this way after an absense of a night and a day returning home feeling and jaded and ready to leave again.

(i hope she don't mind my recreating it b.c. i liked it so much)

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 05:10:18 GMT

Dear Laura,
You are awesome and your letters beautiful!
I just reread some of our correspondences this year (P.S. I feel so Harry Potter right now, cuz i can't find a pen) and earlier letters.
We have both felt such emptyness.
Here are two books to read: Feed by M.T. Anderson and Ishmael by Daniel Quinn.
And also go join Paperbackswap.com to get free books!
I'm going to read all the books u reccomended me and here comes a mixed CD.
I started another letter a month ago so I can't send that. It's probably irrelevant.
I can't wait for college.
I really want some boy and to meet somebody and new/interesting folk! Cuz i'm trapped here in Austin town.
[squiggily ink line]
I am just like you looking for a boy or a best friend (you mentioned in green marker once on your fall break).
I'm glad we both refer to them as boys because that makes me feel like I can empathize with someone over that lacking and longing in my life.
I always reread journals and essays and everything I write so Im glad to send off the feelings in this letter without being able to stew over them.
You know what I mean?
Do you do that to?

My stomache feels wierd right now.
Love you love you love you

bonafide-delicious

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 02:46:24 GMT

empty life empty life empty life
it is hard not knowing what to do

i don't know when to stop!

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 02:29:21 GMT

the coldest and the least warmest form of depression
that would mean

i ate alot-o-gelato. never do that! it fucks you up, inside.
when i first started working there i didn't touch the stuff, but once you do, you lick every spoon and go home with a headache.
don't even start.
and then dream about rich creamy frozen folds
and scooping it and pleasuring it
and spread it

and here's a picture for you visuals you!

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 21:51:16 GMT

dear dear diary
am i obsessive?
sometimes i think thoughts compulisively
cumpolsory
like: "Hi, this is Camille. Call me back. Bye"
and maybe that's because of the lack of other noises one encounters in there quiet room. and it makes your insides all frozen and circling the same thought.
and you could knit or get on computer or instrument or read all things you do by yourself.
what is this?
being at home, hanging out at home?

and i like to reread my letters and my entries. What is this? Is this obsessive or what do you call a person like me?

About Alcohol

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 02:29:22 GMT

What r u doing?
Guess what i'm doing.
certain fermented plants
drinks... that's alcohol, I'm drunk
i think i'm cool and awesome
and any a-you-yellow-bellied-fuckers...
you can just shuuuuuut up
cause your beraiding on my parade
dignity and human respect